Rich Youmans

Buds

The wood has weathered to driftwood gray, but it’s still our park bench: the same hard slats and chipped concrete arms, the same deep curve that turns my body into a question mark. And the exact same view of the public garden, where pale buds glow in the morning sun. Thirty years ago we’d sit here, two brothers stuck in a town too full of Sunday quiet. Weekends we always wandered down to Main Street, poking our heads into Mr. Jensen’s bakery to beg a day-old special, then up to Anderson’s Drugs to check out the new comic books. And then to the park and our bench, where I’d make up tales of the days and nights to come, when we’d be old enough to break away. We’d fly to Paris, woo pouty-lipped women. Run with the bulls in the streets of Pamplona. Drink the Guinness dry in Dublin’s old pubs. You’d nod your bulbous head, laughing and making those gutteral noises that only our parents and I understood. Neither of us was meant to live here long. You left without me, as we all knew you would. And every year I return to this spot to watch the flowers bloom, their petals like tongues speaking nothing but sun.

smalltown graveyard
every stone touched
by another's shadow

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About the Author

Rich Youmans lives on Cape Cod with his wife, Alice. His books include Shadow Lines (Katsura Press, 2000), a collection of linked haibun with Margaret Chula, and Head-On (Red Bird Chapbooks, 2018).