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Kala Ramesh

For Chellamma

He owned a grocery store in a congested part of the city of Madras, as it was called then. Such a kind man — he would offer to give away provisions when his customers had no money. They always said they would pay later, but that ‘later’ never came, and he never asked. The two girls saw their father’s health deteriorate, and their mother lived with his strange disease, where a bout of coughing always ended with blood.

a doctor
     pronounced
the dreaded word
TUBERCULOSIS
their world collapsed
on sleepless nights
she saw the colour red
everywhere —
all their tomorrows
devoid of colour

The store was closed. 

The wife had a gold oddiyanam, a waist belt, from which she would break little pieces to sell, to feed the family and the mounting hospital bills. The gold oddiyanam and the family’s hopes dwindled rapidly.

India celebrated
her freedom on 15 August
the day
that “kind grocery man”
died in the sanatorium

I am the third generation to hear this story. A story about a brave woman, who fought a battle single-handedly and lived to tell it.


About the Author

Kala Ramesh


Kala Ramesh is a renowned pioneer in the field of haikai literature in India. Her 2017 book Beyond the Horizon Beyond was awarded a Rabindranath Tagore Literary Prize Certificate.


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